Thursday, 14 September 2017

An ode to a lost love


I remember our first kiss.
I remember how I lured you over under the disguise of needing my keys.
I remember the look in your eyes, as you held my face in your hands.
I remember how those almond shaped eyes, shone brighter than a million stars.
I still remember the taste of your lips as they enveloped mine.

How can I forget you when you gave me hope?
How can I forget you when you came into my life just when I thought I could not love again?
How can I forget you; my soul mate? ‎

You took my shattered heart and made it whole.
You ‎put me a new song in my mouth
And you brought sunshine into my life.
You stood by me everytime and even when my drama queen mode was activated, you never left.
And even times you wanted to be left alone, I chatted and chatted, yet you listened.
You never left me even with my baggages.
Rather you molded me‎ into what I am today.

In your arms I felt safe.
In your eyes I saw happiness.
For in US you found happiness.
And then suddenly....
Now my day has turned to night‎
Sadness has become my best friend.‎

You told me you loved me so why did you leave me?
Why did you have ‎to go?
How easy was it for you to leave and not look back?
How easy was it for you to throw away everything we had.

You were and are still my weakness‎.
I know I hurt you but I never meant to.‎
‎Forgive me for being selfish.
Forgive me for not showing how much I care.
Forgive me for not telling you I love you.

Everyone says I should move on.
They say you never loved me
For if you did, you would be by my side.
Some say he has found another love.
It's easier to believe you found another than to believe you never loved me.

I guess it's over
I guess you would never come back to me.
I guess you would never be mine.
So I say goodbye my love.

Goodbye to the one who meant the world to me.
Goodbye baby mi.
Goodbye Temi.‎
Even‎ though I'm hurting right now,
I wish you love and happiness.
I pray she gives you all I never did.

As for me, I'm never gonna love another
For my heart is broken beyond repair.



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